Hello (again) world!!!

Put some pics maaan.. check em out.. saala fat chuka.. dimag ki andar bahar ho gayi hai.. what I need is a good good warm bed and a nice big glass of warm milk and some 15 hours of sound sleep and erm.. something else hone se toh kaafi achcha hota.. anywayz..

alka seltzer ki jai ho..

I did something great today..i defeated a guy in table tennis who was (Iam using was ..cos thats a thing of the past)--better than me at it and he has been playing for more than 8 years and I for 20 odd days.... yay buddy... Me;s rocking now.. LoL .. I may stay for nother week in the US man or by gods grace mebbe a month and then i'll get back home.. Hey does anybody have any suggestions as to what I can get for my grandfather when I go back to India.... )

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Please please lemme know..

Love to all..


God bless..

Kartik.

Currently listening to:- Jab Dil mile.. yaadein..
Readingracle 10G DBA GUIDE.

Okay This is it.. 2:34 AM in the night(was AM s'posed ta mean any different ) .. yeah so .. Iam here and pounding away like one possessed ..relentlessly in the hope of finding a solution to this really pricky GPF. okay......

tabulas is cool.. in the sense this is a place where I can rant all I want and no ones gonna whine or rave back at moi.. so there ya go..

In some days to come Iam gonna get my butt back to India, Good ol calcutta.. mY I missed the autos(three wheeled thingies) whizzing right past the (now) irked policeman in a blue and white (CP) now KP(Kolkata Police) uniform..frustrated to no limit and the traffic violations that we(yes that includes me and believe me Iam dying to jaywalk) make with gay abandon.. man.. the chess sessions and the cricket sessions -- the breaking of glass panes(hey--unintentionally ), the roaming about like vagabonds.. the carefree bunking-- jee haan workplace mein.. and pointless stuff--- the 2 hour journey to work -- the 27 hour sleeping marathons... the arbit stuff that We and I do... Goddamn.. Iam missing everything that can be missed ever - all In a space of this very freakin second..


I want to scream..to shriek(in a manly way of course)...I want to let go...

Somewhere .. somebody is there .. who wants to let go .. just like me.. somebody there is also groping in the infinite darkness ...looking for a lock for which he has a key..

somewhere...someone is present with whom I share my destiny.. my future..

Damn....arent I a confused (geekazoid).. LoL..

Iam bored of looking at white skin..pierced eyebrows.. boobs which show up at the first sign of eagerness from an onlooker... perkily heaving mammaries made more presentable(apparently) by the genrous use of silicone and the wonderworld called america... the melange of rules.. the artificalty of people.. the mechanical life... the cliched comments and retorts.. the absolutely boring way of life... we need some uncertainty buddy.. we need some disorder..some indiscipline... we are living life not a prepared mechanised freakin slave like existence..

LIVE life people.. dont just exist...

God bless all of us..

I love my Amma,Appa,Akka and above all of them .. my most beloved thatha... for whom my love knows no bounds-- absolutely no no bounds...

Yes-- tears are running down my cheeks as I remember these people.. yes.. so what .. I need to let go once too... This facade does not withstand infinite pressure.. ok why am i being so soppy here dammit.. people are gonna read this freakin post...

Frig.

Listening to Joe Satriani- Crystal Planet..

Currently Reading... Nothing..(well my own post..actually)...

My posts are so arbit arent they..

Peace to all..


Love...

KS. aka chicku.





peace out...

Our Product is going to rollout this weekend if possible and there is a lot of testing going on-- The QA folks are literally shitting their pants testing the bugs we fixed.. and there are quite a lot of them.. God knows when its gonna be ok.. and i am counting the days to get back home.. Mom-I miss you so so much and i miss my bike and i miss my (that was bicycle--in case u didnt know)moms food and i miss a plethora of stuff..

Darn..

Well duh...

Somethings are better left unsaid..

Bum.

Kartik.

Okay... Dont smirk assholes.

The pics could have come out better.

Darn I'll take em out someday..

Did I hear someone saying "why not now"??

Buzz Off!!!!!!